Rebuilding Trust and Enjoyment in Social Life

When I was young I don't know anything i just see people straight forward. Now from 5 years straight i read every single day and till today I crave knowledge like It's addictive and I study things straight for hours whole night yet not to be satisfied. With knowledge the starting is very good. Everything seems to cool so easy to take things to my turn. People were amused they want to become friends and all. But the case is slightly becoming more complicated as we entered reading people is so easy but theere intentions, peeping into their mind their motives, become more transparent to me I almost ended up wanting to destroy their psychology. No more sympathy left as their motives were clr. I now wanted to just loose some knowledge i can't just talk to people straight no more. In case of my needs I get what I want but whats with my relations how to unsee the trick if I know the magic. Why they hide things I already know, disguising things is shadow of their goodness.
How to just straightly Talk to people and leave them as they.
I have never done bad to people who don't came in my way but u know i somehow ended up hurting many.
I don't feel sad but I can't just don't want to read I want to be amused by them.
I want to be lied and can't detect so that I find i want to be angry
This mustn't be so hard.