Why I'm Afraid of Doctors

Well sometimes bad things happen to us, especially when we get older, right now I got forehead infection that is reocuring, I got pills but they are almost finished and not sure if they are working, I got an appointment with dermatologist in a week from now. Speaking of teeth I supposed to have wisdom tooth removed, but then covid happened and dentist clinics were closed down, now 4 years later, I dont experience any problem with em... and somehow I'm not willing to go and mess with that, cause yes, sometimes you go with small problem to a doc and you receive bigger ones, happened to many family members of mine here. Grandpa went for heart implant, and got sepsis in the Hospital. My auntie went to hospital with i dont remember what she broke something in leg, and they left some cloth inside and it started to rot. So, yes, I'm not so keen of going to docs to do things with my body. It's difficult for a really good doctor. Who knows what he/she is doing. They exist but they are minority. Most docs is not so good....